As I awoke this morning I found my mind to not be in the same creative place it usually is. I found this to be sad. Instead, I woke with personal questions surrounding my blog. I have gotten a few followers over the last couple of days and this is exciting and fun. But something was different already this morning for me. I began today wondering what they want to hear me say? What did they like about my other posts that they might want to know more about? I began to think about the financial aspect of it all and questioned motives of my followers…do they like me for my writing or do they just reach out to all newbies in hopes of growing a business? I questioned what my own motives are… I’ve always enjoyed writing and most of my writing has been journaling. Am I hoping to reach the status of earning extra income some day or just for the love of writing? Could it be both? How much work besides the creative writing piece should I invest in trying for it to be more?
I believe I have the answer… At least I know what I WANT this to be and can hope that I find peace with allowing it to be so. I want it to be a creative outlet not a business. I want to share my thoughts and ideas about life and our world and see who else out there shares those ideas. I want to discuss things, ponder things, gain knowledge from other points of view.
I sincerely thank anyone who wants to help me “build my blog” and make it something more… but for me ~ I just want to write, I just want to share. I don’t want to bog down my personal thoughts with AdSense and Plug-ins… I may learn about those as I go along and may care one day. But for today, I am going to journal my thoughts and hope that my followers enjoy what they read and begin to share with me their own thoughts.